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I Want Better

by Celina Johnson (US)

July 2022

Write the World Review

Audio: "I Want Better," read by Celina Johnson

I remember seeing a little Black girl running up to her daddy on their green spacious lawn and him picking her up and kissing her on the cheek, while the mom, grandma, and other children were all around. He said "hey baby girl" as he carried her. I thought, what a beautiful Black family—but most people don't know we live like this. Unfortunately, some Black people are misinformed or uninformed, as they're only shown articles and tv stories of how low-income and crime-ridden our neighborhoods are. I live, however, in a majority-Black, middle-class neighborhood. The people are everyday people. And yes, you'll see Black families riding bikes together in the streets as well as jogging, walking, and talking to family and friends on their lawns. You'll hear doves and crickets at night. It's a neat neighborhood—has lots of trees, beautiful parks, and a hidden school in the middle of it all. But this is not how one would generally imagine a Black neighborhood.

I have a goal in life—to build the Black community here in America. What I truly hope for is to help create a more positive influence within our neighborhoods, like what was there during the Harlem Renaissance. I want to get rid of the negative prejudices and doubts some people within my community may have due to the lack of positive representation. I’ll build the foundation for this by improving the looks of what people believe to generally be our neighborhoods. If we fix up our neighborhoods to the point where none of them are or seem low income and unprioritized, we will lay the foundation for spreading positive representation. I also want to help those who are “often turned down by private lenders, yet don’t qualify for many government assistance programs,” which tends to lead to an impasse for many Black individuals looking to “rehab their homes” to build a better community.

I’ve been defending people since elementary school, so I was told “you should be a lawyer,” and I’ve stuck with it. As I got to middle school, I saw on the news the injustices my community faced by the failing justice systems. Due to this, I decided I would become a criminal lawyer to help those in my community suffering from this unjust system. However, as I got to high school I realized I could do more at the source of those negative prejudices, such as rebuilding infrastructure by working with the local civic groups to identify and eliminate eyesores and beautify the local environment. This would include getting rid of rundown buildings, creating community buildings as well as job centers, and replacing fast food restaurants with grocery stores, as having healthy alternatives encourages productivity and an overall better lifestyle. Changing our neighborhoods in such a way will drastically convert Black people's views of how our neighborhoods are supposed to be and look. In addition to rebuilding our infrastructure, I want to work on schools. Black schools are underfunded according to The Washington Post, and schools without appropriate funding have trouble producing scholarly kids.

What made me so passionate about changing Black neighborhoods was, simply, the collective negative representation of the Black community that I witnessed. I grew up watching those “struggle black movies” and I hated them because of how they generalized and represented us, as if that was the average life of the African American and I was just living the uncommon fortunate life. Hearing other people's views didn't help either. I asked two Black girls what they think when they hear the words "Black neighborhood.” The words "loud" and "ghetto" were mentioned, and though one of the girls said, "however, my neighborhood isn't that way,” the other girl responded, "but that's what most people think of when hearing the words Black neighborhood." I thought, why do we think like this? What’s causing this? And so, I decided to make plans and build foundations to begin changing our community. I want to get rid of the negative connotations that surround the words “Black neighborhoods and people,” as the synonymity of blackness with criminality is not a new phenomenon in America.

One day I plan to start a nonprofit for exactly this purpose. I want to donate to and fund our schools, rebuild low-income infrastructure within our communities, get rid of food deserts, and create community buildings. I want to create job centers that would pay those living in these low-income neighborhoods to help build and improve our infrastructure. I want to find those who can teach our history and examine our prejudices and behavior, so that we can better understand how they have and will continue to impact our communities in the long run.

Only recently have I begun to see the many negative prejudices from people within my own community. That is the bias that I wish and strive to change in life. The solution: an overwhelming positive representation instead of the negative. And though I’ve been laughed at when saying “I'll rebuild our entire community,” it simply serves as motivation. And though others have attempted to talk me down because "I can't do it,” I won't be discouraged. I know it'll be hard, I know it'll be a lot of money, and I know things won't go the way I expect. But I'm prepared. This is my calling in life. I simply want better. To change other people's minds, we need to first change our own.

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Greenblatt, Alan. “Why Black Neighborhoods Continue to Struggle.” Governing, 29 Apr. 2021, https://www.governing.com/community/why-black-neighborhoods-continue-to-struggle.

Meckler, Laura. “Study finds black and Latino students face significant ‘funding gap’.” Washington Post, 22 Jul. 2022, https://www.washingtonpost.com/education/study-finds-black-and-latino-students-face-significant-funding-gap/2020/07/21/712f376a-caca-11ea-b0e3-d55bda07d66a_story.html.

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Celina Johnson, 16, from New York City, is an activist for low-income communities. Her current goal as a teen writer is to collaborate with organizations to build black communities. “I Want Better” outlines how she will achieve this socially, politically, and economically.

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Syeda

8/9/22, 5:01 PM

It was very wholesome🥰🥰

Zainab Aliahmed

8/8/22, 5:11 PM

Amazing 😀

Keren

7/28/22, 4:37 PM

Really wonderful piece here.

7/11/22, 1:28 PM

Emma

7/8/22, 8:00 AM

Wow. These words hit hard for me, as I has the same experience recently. I really love how you described the feelings and the ending was really amazing. This helped me a lot. Just wow.
I hope you keep on writing.

Vivian

6/26/22, 1:46 PM

Wow you are so talented! I relate this a lot to my paternal grandfather who passed away two years ago and is very similar to yours. Sometimes family can judge you but I agree you should learn to live in the present and be happy with out having a fancy job/being married. Keep up the great work!

Ediomo Bright

6/22/22, 8:15 PM

You've done a wonderful job here.
Your intricate descriptions of the race and the emotions conferred by it is excellent.
Thank you!

6/22/22, 8:13 PM

Ediomo Bright

6/22/22, 8:09 PM

You've done a beautiful work here.
The flow of the story, the gripping emotions it enthralls the reader with, it's very wonderful.
Thank you for this.

Anonymous

6/18/22, 6:08 AM

This write-up is absolutely amazing. It made me realize why I am who I am, and I could also relate a lot. Hope you never stop writing, and I hope to read a full-length book from you soon!<3

ANSHIKA

6/17/22, 2:50 AM

It was so good to read..i really liked the description the storyline ,the plot ,everything 👍

Sanvi

6/7/22, 3:25 PM

This piece is a beautiful reminder of how ugly teenage years can be. It's real and it hurts but it's so good. Please never stop writing!